Yesterday I went shopping with a friend. It was fun. I found three shirts, a sweater I'm going to order online, & a jacket thing... I don't really know what to call it. It felt good to buy/plan to buy a few things in a smaller size than what I'm used to. I didn't buy the jacket thing in a smaller size because my chest would have been too big for the smaller size, & I didn't buy two of my shirts in a smaller size because I figured that they would shrink in the drier causing them not to fit around my chest.
There's something to be said about having a small chest (even though mine isn't exactly what I would call big) girls, so keep that in mind. Just sayin'.

I think I gained a little bit yesterday I do believe, even though I didn't eat much more than normal, who knows, bodies are just weird sometimes. But I know it's temporary & it will be gone by Tuesday morning, so no worries.

My college's last orientation day camp thing is Saturday (I don't understand why I even have to go, I went to the school last year concurrently) so I hope to be considerably smaller by then. Half because I just freaking want to be smaller & half because I know my stupid friend/ex is going to be there & I'm pissed at him for still not talking to me. Hello? Are you my best friend or not? Because frankly you're confusing me.
I admit, he did try to text me the other day & I was a little frigid, but he deserved it, & he probably knew it which is probably why he didn't ask me why I was being crabby.
Now I'm pretty much past it... but I still want to make him eat his idiocy. Does he think continuing to not talk to me is going to make matters better?
I'm sick of his stupid, predictable pattern;
Get a new girlfriend, forget Amelia, get a new girlfriend, forget Amelia, lather, rinse, repeat.

Boys baffle me.

Yes, please.

Today was pretty good. Hips = smaller. I hope they will be even smaller tomorrow.
It's like I'm losing inches but not weight, but I guess I can't really complain. I did lose a pound but it takes me way longer to lose a pound than an inch. It's just crazy 'cause it used to be the other way around.

I saw one of my exes at Walmart today while I was getting my supplies for classes. Eek. Of course, we didn't say anything to each other but I can always tell we're both hyper-aware of one another (especially with him being behind us in line). He was my first boyfriend & somehow we never got past the weirdness.
-shrug-  It's more his problem than mine.

Today was also bad because since we were out & about all day of course all we ate was fast food. Bleh. But I didn't really eat any supper so I hope it will be okay.

I've also decided: screw my other ex. If he wants to play his stupid games or whatever the hell it is he can just keep on. I can play games as well & incase he's forgotten, I'm the master. I mean, we did get back together the 2nd time because I played the "eat your heart out" card & I am quite okay with bringing that super-confident girl back up to the surface, & by gosh, I'm going to do it while being thin.

So get ready, my strive to become thin is about to go into overdrive.

>:]